I have quit them all ever since meeting Andrea, but I was using alot of ish and weed. I do not want to use anymore. It seems that I have been digging my own grave.
She is absolutely amazing, I am waiting for my haircut before meeting up with her today.
[Added at 12/20/2016 09:36:36 by Nataku]
Three years clean and sober and I threw it all away. I am going to go cry now. :(
[Added at 12/20/2016 17:59:37 by Nataku]
Just said bye to her, we spent the whole afternoon together then had something to eat.
She calls me her prince maker game o.O
Andrea has so far given me orders or a list of of what to do with my life. Getting off drugs, locating housing and applying for detox is what She has set in place for me for the time being. I have been a good boy and completed all three so far. Once I enter and finish detox I have been instructed to get a bank account, Get a legit job, then clear about two grand of debt from phone bills and blank cheques. After that I must activate my drivers liscence. Then I must learn self discipline and motivation.
Once this is all complete I am going to University or College by next September.
She wants me to take applied counselling.
I want to study something that will put me in or close to the what did I just step in (war).
Any suggestions?
I am in excellent shape btw.
